before hand had alr planned to go kbox to celebrate alice's bdae on 21sept.

but tat afternoon.

haffis called me.

azlinda called me.

informed me tat zul had passed away aft an accident.

he's just 21yrs old!

OMG~

although we're not tat close.

but he's once my crew before.

like wat haffis said.

heart felt so heavy.

he was riding on his way back jb aft closing.

accident near to forum during midnight.

police went to forum to seek for help to locate n contact next of kin.

only until the next morning found out he's from parklane.

HR informed normah.

normah called his bro n sis-in-law at marina.

sani n siti.

the 3 of them went sgh to verify zul's body.

they spent $1500 to bring back zul's body.

aft noeing the news.

im so down.

actually dont feel like joining them at kbox le.

but felt bad too of i nv go.

so i went ps daiso to get some stuffs.

jemica msg me.

informed me the news.

told her i noe le.

den get to noe she attached to ps.

went to talked to her.

she told me an unbelievable n scary issue.

im shocked.

im sterned.

tears rolling down my cheeks.

if its true.

i do believe its retribution.

im not being superstitious.

but retribution does exist.

i trust haffis.

so i decide to tell him the unbelievable n scary issue tat jemica told me.

he was as shock as me.

hais.

i really got nth n dont noe wat to say.

he had alr passed away.

we must always treasure n appreciate wat we are having now.

do not take anything for granted.

coz we really wont nv noe wat will happen to them n us the very next moment.

zul R.I.P.

anw..

met them n had dinner first.

den went to kbox at cineleisure.

the bdae girl!

aser n me n alice (:

the 3 dec babies..

laichoon~18dec

suet~21dec

herman~27dec

3 out of 5 mgr in the team bdae fells on dec!

taking leave is a difficulty!

=D

btw..i dont noe y lai stares at my piece of cake?

LOL!!

my store de dessert kiosk gone!

:(

well..

like wat i always said.

scape is so free!

cam-whoring at work!!

GIRLS RULES!!

(:

guys rocks?

=p

another bdae celebration for alice in store.

tgt with apit.

the 2 of them got shocked when lai pulled them to the counter asked them abt new promotion.

but actually we wana sing a bdae song for them infront of all ppl!

LOL~~

=D

sabo time at night aft store close.

poor apit..

=p

we are tolerating each other's nonsense.

we love each other tats y we tolerate.

<3

met up with long lost nia.

our main topic is abt zul.

until today.

she n me cant believe tat young man had gone.

hais.

acc her shopped for shoe.

den dinner at popeye.

talked alot like our days at marina.

miss miss missed!!!

hope our planned meet up on wed is on k!

(:

had spent my last off day wisely.

(:

woke up at noon.

went for jogging!

den made 'break-lunch' for myself.

aft tat did some clear up of my stuffs n wardrobe.

opps!

=p

den made myself dinner.

(:

ohh ya.

ytd went out with nina.

she intro me a new pink hp.

nokia x5

looks not bad right?

but when its slide down.

look like this..

SQUARE right?!!

but its unique lahh..

hmm..

still wondering..

to get tat?

or this..

iphone4 white.

which is better?!!

i cant make up my mind!!

>.<

long time did not have a proper n nice post.

its time now.

(:

celebrated our 36th at sakura charcoal grilled and shabu shabu at marina country club (punggol).

(:

<3

not much pics.

coz he just dont like taking photos!

>.<

caught resident evil 3: afterlife with dear last week at causeway point.

surprise to me tat he'll suggest to go for a movie?

so i dont mind wat movie.

as long as i got to watch movie with him!

LOL~

anw i find the show interesting.

at least i did not complaint its boring!

=p

ohh ya!

met jinlong with his gf at causeway point!

HAHA!

he grown horizontally!

=p

tat girl looks tat the poly girl tat time.

tot jinlong is a playboy!

=x

n the most qiao thing is!

the both of them oso watched the same movie as us.

n they sit behind us!

LOL~

at tat point of time..

suddenly..

not really but somehow missed poly days.

(:

its time to eat mooncakes!

=D

tats my yearly cravings!

mini crispy skin yam mooncake!

<3

when the festive is near mum will help to go reserve it yearly.

hees!

=p

a lesson learnt.

think i wont be buying shoes online anymore le ba.

hais!

:(

met shan to get my loots!

omg!

think im a ff supporter now!

think mum will freak out if she gets to noe it!

LOL~

say me outdated or watever.

i just caught step up 3 with nina today!

=D

yes its really a damn nice show.

no wonder i keep on hearing ppl saying positive comments abt this show!

now i noe y!

(:

dear is a bad boy today!

he went swimming with his friend!

without me!

pang seh me!

sobs!

he promised me so long long time ago le lor.

n now he tell me he went with his friend.

:(

how i wish tmr wont arrive so fast.

wonder y right?

ppl hope for weekends hope for sundays.

but i dont.

not coz im working.

coz tmr is my last off day of my 3days off.

hais!

no more more den 1day off for me anymore this mth.

:(

actually im interested n kind of excited abt gg to OBA dinner.

hmm..

but seems like the response not very good.

see how ba june n me.

(:

to spend my whole day's time tgt with dear is definitely my greatest hobby.

glad tat he shopped with me!

coz he seldom does tat!

opps!

lovess!!

<3

i off for 3 days!

GREAT!!

i wont feel boredd.

coz i really need a rest.

(:

seeing ppl ard me so successful.

yes i do feel pleased.

on the other hand.

how abt me?

im still a nobody.

:(

again..

im tiredd.

i need a rest.

my last holiday was on may.

anyone wants a holiday too?

lets plan!

if there is..

(:

anw.

just planned with dear where to go on my bdae.

although we're not like other couples who can afford to go far far away countries.

but at least i'll be satisfied the moments we'll spent tgt not in sg.

hopefully our plan will work!

(:

wow!

heard tat our patch outing this yr gg to universal studios?!!

so nice of boss.

skali only paid for us the entry fees.

can take all the rides de.

den for wat!

LOL!

dont noe lah.

email havent come out.

everything is not cfm.

"mc-mouth" just like to gossip.

=p 

happy 3rd anni.

<3

although we spent this special day of us at work.

but im happy.

coz i feel ur love.

so touched by ur msg.

(:

cant u read my mind?

hais.

im really envy ppl who are close to their cousins.

having a big happy family.

i noe i wont have those family kinship love in my life.

at least i noe i have great friends n ppl ard me.

but y is it at least?

y cant i have both?

:(

omg!

am i hating it or am i loving it?!!

its back to square one again..

arghh!

as long as im happy lahh k!

=D

both my goons gg to transfer out of oc.

junaina gg raffles city.

nina gg ion.

if im still at cp i'll be sadd.

kind of far frm me.

but im at scape!

at least im nearer to nina at ion!

hees!

=p

arghh!

can u imagine i actually raised my voice at customers just now?!!

those stupidd freaking ang mo kids really dont have parents to teach de lorr!

made me so damn angryy!!

>.<

nv in my 8yrs life in mcd i raised my voice at customers.

i dont gave a damn!!

i told my crews if they were my kids i will for sure kill them de lorr!!

ARGHH!!!

great n fun gathering.

loves!

<3

but im tiredd...

catch up with you guys real soon.

take care ya!

(:

cant singapore be bigger?

y is it so small?

went temple with my mother.

saw him.

hais.

-.-

i staredd at him for few sec.

he too.

but i dont noe whether he still rmb who am i.

to think back.

its been 3yrs.

forgive n forget?

i dont care so much ba.

coz im leading such a happyy life now.

(:

im wonderingg..

y am i reacting so differently as compared to the previous incident?

yes i hate him the most!

think tats the reason y ba.

can u believe im not gg to my blood-related cousin's wedding?

i dont really feel sorry abt tat.

family problem issues.

i just really veryy dislike them!

>.<

im so happy tat i can celebrate louise's bdae with them.

x-cp team gathering.

yeah yeahh~

=D

yes!

jogging is good.

im kind into jogging.again!

haha.

even dear cant believe i will go jogging.

me this kind of lazy person.

lols.

perhaps tat me ba.

the more ppl say i cant do it.

i will sure go do n prove to let ppl see de.

but really felt so great aft jogging.

aft the perspiration.

seems like slim down liao.

LOL.

but in fact no lahh!

just one or two times nia.

the effect where got so fast!

i really wana watch out my diet.

live healthily.

haha.

suddenly im so health conscious ahh.

LOL!!

its a good thing lahh ok!

=D

recently seems like alot of funny funny weird weird crews appearing in my store.

-.-

n i dont understand y mcd still have those types of mgrs surviving in the company.

y cant mcd just fire those under performed mgrs.

bull shits.

wasting of company's money.

the incident just now really made me freakK outT!!

>.<

nowadays students are so damn fortunate.

when i was in sch.

only got to watch national show like national day parade.

now?

students got to watch YOG.

walau!

envy n jealous!

-.-

i was telling my crews if i were to born maybe 8yrs later i might got the chance to watch YOG.

lol.

n the thing is.

i was bartley students!

n i think i saw MR SNG brought them.

haha.

YOG bball is just next to my store.

well..

fortunate to see tall argentina bball guys.

some are cute.

=p

chile bball girls.

they look gorgeous too.

(:

but to my shocking surprise.

they dont understand english well.

taking their orders need so many pointings here n there.

hand n sign languages are used.

-.-

haas!

just now claudia from communications came to my store saying ppl from the IOC.

(i forgot wat it stands for but i noe is ppl from the YOG!!)

wana do some filming on the sponsors.

since we're the official sponsors.

so came to my store to do the shooting.

excitedd lorr!

den cameraman was actually telling my crew to present a meal for them to film.

i re-explained to my crew wat he wanted.

DEN!

he asked me to do instead.

walau!

paisehh lor!

presenting the meal its ok.

just see my hand nia.

he say at last still need to smile at the camera.

-.-

aft the shooting.

we all see the video.

i find myself so RETARD when i smiled at the camera!!

-.-

if can get the video for memory is great!

=D

so many many mixed feelings now.

bosses says im immature.

so promotion is not for me now.

wat can i say?

although i really hate u being my boss.

but still thanks for putting high hopes on me.

dont worry i wont give up on my next level de.

i will still continue.

to prove to all n everyone... ...

(:

i find myself childish.

hurting myself.

making dear sad.

dear sorryy..

perhaps im sad ba.

aft hearing boss hearing those words.

den u act tat way.

so i reacted abnormally.

yes i do find myself silly.

sorryy for my nonsense..

loves! <3